I'm going to have to stay before I can go
I'm going to have to leave before I can get there.
I'm going to need some help to push me out of the door.
I'm going to need a shove.

Lately, I've been feeling like a newborn.
Trying to get my bearings in a confusing place.
Lately, I've been feeling lost.
Trying to figure out where I've been.