A stick in the mud
against the clock in record time
Friday, November 1, 2024
Good Grief!
Tuesday, September 24, 2024
Lonely Harts Rd.
Driving to town
I saw the place
That brand new fence
Hit me in the face
Knuckles turned white
and yet I was a stone
What happened that night
I'll doubt I'll ever know.
There's some regret
I can't let go
What would you have said
If I answered the phone?
I live with this
You don't get to
Maybe I'll
see you soon?
Closing my eyes
When I reach the bend
Almost there but
the nightmares never end
It makes my heart race
don't think I'll ever sit still
I hope you found peace now
I doubt I ever will.
There's some darkness
That won't subside
No headlights will
Illuminate my mind.
I get to go on rambling
I never get to stay
How's it been so long
But it feels just like today?
Growth On a Really, Really, Small Scale
Where did my mind go?
I can't seem to find it anywhere.
Where did the time go?
I'm not supposed to be here.
Where is there person I was supposed to be?
There's nothing but misdirection in front of me.
The more that I strive to be a man,
I'm reminded how much of a boy I still am.
I just wish that you could see
the person that I want to be.
Where do you go to get out of the rain when there's a downpour inside of your brain?
What do you call yourself when you forget your own name?
I'm alone in this world, because I live inside my mind.
Every time I leave the house, someone else closes my mouth.
Friday, June 28, 2024
Long Ways
You and I both know
We got a long ways left to go
The road ain't paved in gold
But you've got a hand to hold
As long as you're beside me
There's no sense in hiding
I've got so much time
I'm ready to resign
And if you wanna go
I'll go get your coat
And if you wanna stay
That's all you have to say
You and I both know
We've got so far to go
The road ain't paved in gold
But you've got a hand to hold
Tumbleweed
I'm still out there searching, for what I don't know.
Still haven't found it anywhere I go.
I'm just a tumbleweed rolling along,
A big gust of wind comes and I'm gone.
I pick up my head and widen my eyes,
but still I can't see through all of the flies.
There's a knife in my pocket, it's edge has been lost
So many strings cut with no regard for the cost.
I'm just a survivor, out here on the range.
Still looking for purpose for the rest of my days.
I'm just a marauder with no moral code.
Searching for warmth in my humble abode.
When my season comes and the dog days gone,
I'll be left with my empty jar and mournful song.
"I'm just a tumbleweed, rolling along.
A big gust of wind comes and I'm gone."
Sunday, November 26, 2023
Soggy
down it comes
will it ever stop?
gutters clogged
spilling over the top
used to let
things run its course
now I fret
in my discord
saturated
all around
the ground makes
that squishy sound
it will be soaked
it will be wet
but then it will stop.
Monday, September 12, 2022
no healthy upstream
I tried to say it, yet again
Crumbled up the paper before I even wrote the words
None of it matters anymore, if it ever even did.
I can say the same thing in a thousand languages
but I can't make it make sense.
If I was a kinder man
If I could still a shaky hand
If there was promise left inside
If it wasn't infected with rot
I don't know why it fixates me so
There's nothing but phantoms in my reflection
When did my focus become so distorted?
How long before my eyes fully adjust?
My insides are twisted
I'm being held up with wire
My animation is not my intent
Who's calling the shots here?
Tuesday, August 2, 2022
MOVE.
Voices in my ears
pulling me backwards
calling my name
in a familial tone
Telling me to look
under every stone
but everything dissolved
inside of my hands
they all turn to sand
and float through my fingers
I cannot contain
what drifts away
I am translucent
and yet
still in the way.